Needs Healing

Before you I was invincible
I was completely untouchable
You flipped me around
Tore down my walls
Burrowed in my heart and mind
And when you ripped yourself out
I felt pain for the first time
And now there’s a hole
That needs healing

From the start we had promises
That look with us that said
I’ll be with you through all the ages
The way we smiled
When we looked into our eyes
Every time I got those butterflies
We said we’d never leave
This state of mind
Deadly it seems at least with mine
I told you I’d be through and through
But apparently I can’t ‘cause I didn’t make due

Before you I was invincible
I was completely untouchable
You flipped me around
Tore down my walls
Burrowed in my heart and mind
And when you ripped yourself out
I felt pain for the first time
And now there’s a hole
That needs healing

I was supposed to go
With you to all your balls
Be with you through the worst
If not physical than in your heart
But when trouble started brewing
I ran harder than I could
I had no where else to go
So I forced my way back in my shell
Tried to explain it but all I did was yell
All my life I’ve known what’s good and what’s bad
But you sent me to a path
And I just couldn’t last
I tried my best to stay alive
But it’s hard when everything wants you to die

Before you I was invincible
I was completely untouchable
You flipped me around
Tore down my walls
Burrowed in my heart and mind
And when you ripped yourself out
I felt pain for the first time
And now there’s a hole
That needs healing

So I guess when I confronted you
All those months before
I befriended you
Told you I’d stay with you no matter the cost
I never let you down
I never turned away
As friends we said in the beginning
So as friends we better stay
I’ll walk this path alone
With only brothers at my side
And if I trip and fall
Or stumble at all
It’s too hard to get up and walk

I’ve trained myself to tough things out
I’ve bent over backwards and never snapped
I’ve pushed through a wall of pain
All in the name of
No pain no gain
I’ve calloused my heart ‘till it doesn’t bleed
I’ve torn my flesh ‘till it’s hard as rock
I’ve ripped my soul ‘till there’s nothing left
All in the name of Mother fucking green
But no training in the world
Can prepare you for the pain
When someone leaves your heart
So I must of freaked
No idea what to do
You say it’s not my fault but fuck
I’m sorry
I know we’re through

Before you I was invincible
I was completely untouchable
You flipped me around
Tore down my walls
Burrowed in my heart and mind
And when you ripped yourself out
I felt pain for the first time
And now there’s a hole
That needs healing